Its like yesterday...

beach_blonde16 @ 2005-07-14T23:26:00

2005-07-15T03:30:14Z

Yup so im back.
Well for now.
I like my new layout.
Thats the only reason im back.

Happy birthday Jaclynn and Derek.

Um yup summers good.
I havent had to work yet.
Thank god.
I went to maine for a week.
Hung out with my friends.
Good stuff.

I start drivers ed way to soon.
Joey and Mike are in my class.
Should be interesting.

My birthday is coming up to.
Its in august but I can pretned thats soon.

Have had a myspace for a while now.
Heres the link if you want to check it out.
www.myspace.com/shes_breaking_down

Anyways.
This might not last long.
But maybe.

<3

beach_blonde16 @ 2005-05-16T19:08:00

2005-05-16T23:19:50Z

my updates are close together sorry.
I was on and i thoguht id share my happyness.

have i said...

THAT IM FUCKING EXCITED FOR FRIDAY!!! =)

well ill say it alot through out this entry. Lucly lucky ducks get to read it. =)

So...
I was watching laguna beach like the other night.
and ive reliezed its seriously the best ever.
cause its like true life...in like the best place ever...california...and theres some hotties in it....even better.
i think lc's gorgous...i sooooo sooo soooo wish i looked like her.
kristen gorgous too...but shes to bitchy and it ruins like everything....i love her hair
stephan=hotttt
i <3 the show.

i cant wait till i graduate.
and go to college.
im just excited to leave leoster!!

I CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY
FRIDAYY BABBYY!!!

Mom and me went to look at car/ and or truck for me...yes yes yes!
ive narrowed it down to a feww sweeeet cars...but im not to sure yet...gota test drive you knoww...=)

I heart him and I heart him and I also heart him =)

ex oh baby

beach_blonde16 @ 2005-05-14T12:38:00

2005-05-14T16:44:35Z

my eyes hurt alot.
there black and blue.
and i cant put my contacts in.

nothings new.
im guna shadow at lunenburg high sometime soon...just for fun.
i went to the mall last night.
everyone and there mom was there.
i spent my whole paycheck...opps.

now i got the hiccups.
oh fun.

i called becky really early this morning to see if she wanted to hang out today.
i think she was at dance.
she hasnt called back.
ill just wait.

i need you babby... <3

beach_blonde16 @ 2005-05-05T16:55:00

2005-05-05T21:09:01Z

Baby I give up...I know I shouldnt...But I have nothing else...Silence breaks my heart...Your just a heartbreaker...

beach_blonde16 @ 2005-04-30T23:08:00

2005-05-01T03:28:09Z

"So i'll just erase everything...and i'll forget about you...its just to bad...this might be one of the hardest things...i may ever have to do."

i havent been online in so long it feels kinda weird being on now.
i thought id write tho.
get my anger out.
its not anger.
its jus shit on my mind.

i hate wanting guys i cant have.
there i said it.
i hate not being good enough for any of them.
i said that to.
but i wont get over it.
you can jus look at me and never kno how i really feel.
cause i keep everything bottled up.
mayb someday ill go crazy.

ok im done.
<3

beach_blonde16 @ 2005-04-26T20:11:00

2005-04-27T00:18:21Z

I just want that one guy who will make everything ok, and when he asks "whats wrong?" and I say "its a long story" he'll say "baby I got all night."

April vacation over.
Back to school.
I deleted all my entries.
Starting new.

<3

beach_blonde16 @ 2005-04-12T15:30:00

2005-04-12T19:41:39Z

My hopes are so high
that your kiss might kill me
So wont you kill me
so I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury
or wear as jewelery
which ever you prefer.

beach_blonde16 @ 2005-04-09T21:50:00

2005-04-10T02:14:29Z

one more kiss could be the best thing
one more lie could be the worst
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not something i deserve